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April 2005


April 27, 2005

Moment fragile

Photo of a single petal on the pavement

There was a single petal on the pavement. It was surprisingly large, a little too large for a common rose, though my eye has little experience on such things and I really couldn't be certain. If I were a botanist, would I have been able to tell?

Its presence here was an unsolvable mystery. There was no visible clue to its likely origin — all the trees and bushes in sight were gangly, green buds venturing into spring, none of them bearing any flowers. Perhaps it was the unintended victim of a delivered bouquet ... Yet somehow by the miracle of the winds, a fragment of a flower and I crossed paths.

A serendipitous meeting. It was raining when we climbed out of the car, and in a mad struggle of handbags and umbrellas we managed to arrange ourselves into a practical unit that kept us at least partially dry. I held the umbrella by the crook of its handle in a practiced grip, she held onto my arm and I suddenly felt shy.

A new pair of shoes. I constantly surprise myself at how quickly I wear out good shoes merely by how much I walk.

Three days buried under paperwork and no days to breathe.

Sometimes, the sweetest moments are temporary. The chance encounter with someone like-minded, the accidental meeting of glances, the unexpected crossing of paths. But truly tender moments are those built upon previous — equally fragile — tender moments that would only shatter if you grasp too tight, or slip away if you don't hold on tight enough.

As usual, I scored a few strange looks while I stole a photo, but I am used to that by now. Silently, stealthily and without fuss, I slipped the camera away and made my way down the street, past the big gaping hole they have opened in the ground, showering the immediate world with indiscriminate dust.

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April 26, 2005

Oh, the irony

her: tell me one thing ... why are married men so much better flirts?
me: that's why they are married :)
her: bastards

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April 19, 2005

Yulzine

Quietly, without too much fuss (though after much toil and sweat on Patrick's part), Yulzine was born on a fine spring day.

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April 18, 2005

Morning blessing

Photo of shadows cast by wire sculpture

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April 08, 2005

Love xero

Photo of graffiti on a wall, Greville Street.

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April 02, 2005

Inside just creases

Photo of clothespegs on a wire

The rain makes me think of home. Or a home, once upon a time, where rain falls like translucent pearls, seeping underneath deep green grass, persistently pulling at loose soil, dredging up a strong earthy smell that pervades for hours afterwards. I like a good rain. The earth connected by strings of water all the way up to the sky, and suddenly heaven isn't so far out of reach.

Only managing to step outside in the early evening one day, I was amazed that the snow was gone. I saw grass. Rather dead grass, but grass nonetheless. Under any other circumstance it would have been a dismaying sight. But all this had been buried under snow for months on end; it was almost refreshing that a nature's death was open for all to see, no longer hidden under a foot of dirty, stale snow.

On that sunny day, I made my way up The Main to meet some friends. The sudden warm weather, the encouraging notion that spring isn't too far away made everyone light-hearted, happy, uncontrollably wearing sunshine on their faces. Sunshine on my back as I felt my forgotten wings unfurl, uncurling all the way to their tips, reaching skyward as a flower hungers for morning sun. With each step I felt the solid ground beneath my feet. I have a place on this earth, and this place is mine and my own.

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